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[Nov. 17th, 2004|08:30 am] |
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| | usher-let it burn | ] |
well yesterday really sucked... Lets see well i got depressed at school...Got stressed out at school...After school we went to go smoked(cigarettes) it was me delila, elizabeth ya that was about it. We went to the rental house for a little while so robert could fix the AC. Then we went to Sonic i ate chicken as of this month i hate meat. Went home to a shower...Stomach hurt like a bitch stomach still does hurt/ got online talked to nick V., nick M., Nick S, ya crazy right then i talked to branden and james also. Lets see yesterday i got in an arguement with Nick M., he made me feel like the worst person in the world and i cried but everything worked out and he is still an awesome dude. Yesterday I told someone something that i have been keeping back from them actually i told two people something i have been keeping from them. Got yelled at by one of them the other one was really cool about it and he understands where im coming from i think and i hope so. I also talked to James he helped me understand Nick M a little more cuz he kinda confused me. James sorta feels like a big brother to me or something like i can tell him anything and he always gives me advice and stuff he is really cool. But ya...Branden got mad at me for smoking i told him i wouldn't do it again but i still have more cigarettes in my purse so idk well thats all i have to say for right now ttyl |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|07:29 pm] |
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everything really sucks right now....
you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you |
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[Nov. 14th, 2004|10:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sugarcult-bouncing off the walls | ] |
i gotta pee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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